II. unfamiliar ceilings

the past two days have been pretty okay. (ᵕ—ᴗ—)

i spent most of yesterday's morning freaking out on and off about things, and then spent the rest of the day (in my case, re-)watching Neon Genesis Evangelion with salameander . today has been alright too.. i spent some time hanging out with my girlfriend and then making an effort to try and rest. i just had two hot dogs for dinner and they were yummy. (ㅅ´ ˘ `)

i've been wanting to make an apple pie but not had enough money or energy to be able to plan it out... ( ;´ - `;) i'm starting to fix my sleep schedule from staying up 'til 5 and then waking up at 1-3 pm, though, which makes me feel better physically already. i'm hoping things settle down around the house so i don't have to be stressed out all the time, because it makes me feel like a prey animal.

i also went back to watching NARUTO!!!!!!1111 JESUS FUCKING CHRIST i stopped at the middle of a small filler arc last time (ep 102) and finished that up today. i keep switching between dub and sub but i'll be honest i don't think i can take much more of yuri lowenthal as sasuke. he's not even slightly a bad voice actor i LOVE that guy but he does such a strange job as sasuke and it's so distracting because half the time i'm like.. well okay... that's yuri lowenthal... not sasuke...

netflix also overdrafted me last night at like 2 am but i don't give a shiiiiiit.